June marks a whole year since we started trying to make a baby so I wanted to write an update about our baby journey, but really there's not much to report, more peeing on sticks, more sex, more periods, more stress. I'm really fed up of paying attention to cervical mucus, taking my body temperature,… Continue reading A Year of Baby Making (or not as the case may be)….
Last night during a moany conversation with one of my gorgeous buddies I made a wish, I had just had yet another negative pregnancy test result and we were having a good old bitch about our troubles (therapy in itself) my troubles tend to involve my lack of fertilised eggs and lack of money so… Continue reading The Universe has your Back…
I'm so ready for my life to change,I think I'd make a really good mum, I mean I’d like the chance to try. I know suffering with anxiety will make it harder, and the fact that my mind becomes fragile if I don't get the right balance will be hard with a child, I think… Continue reading The Thoughts Keeping Me Awake at Night….
I'm expecting my period. Any day now it will happen. In the whole baby making process this is the most miserable part for me, the week before it comes. Every month I try not to get excited, or hopeful and do my best to behave suitably chilled out about it, sentences like “I'm not bothered,… Continue reading The Rollercoaster of Trying to Conceive
I was around babies all day yesterday , I met up in our local pub with with my lovely friends, including one who has a tiny bundle of three week old joy and another who has two toddlers, and another friend who is on her own baby making journey, different to mine, so there was… Continue reading Hormones on Parade…
I've been feeling shit for a couple of days, I had just chalked it up to trying to get used to a new routine, a new commute, earlier mornings than usual, a cold February week, my legs are really achy from the extra walking and I'm shattered, there's another day to go as well, until… Continue reading Maybe, Baby….
I'm dissatisfied, feeling miserable and sorry for myself, I don't want to go to work today and I want to live a free spirited life, I feel agitated and fed up with everything and yes this is a whiney Monday morning post. The Positive Fairy Warrior inside me is tired. She's spent too much time… Continue reading Monday Moaning….